走事奉的道路

郭洪生

    新冠病毒席捲整個世界,也在改變世界。即便沒有封城,鬧區也變得空蕩蕩。教會也遇到極大的挑戰,不得不關門設直播,傳道人也要積極適應。

    我常問自己兩個問題:我看到了神的作為了嗎?我當如何回應神呢?感謝主!就以我所經歷主奇妙的作為來見證並與同道人共勉。

    我是洗腎患者屬高危險群,疫情期間最好少與人接觸,我打算自行開車去醫院。主感動我讓我坐公車,我把自己保護好,帶防目鏡及防護手套,就差沒穿防護衣了。主讓我為周遭的人禱告,才看到人們一個個恐懼的臉。我很慚愧為何主看到了我沒看到,就這樣慢慢地戰勝了心中恐懼,主要我去的地方我就全然順服。

    二O二O年,主讓我為兩岸的疫情禁食禱告,雖不明白主的心意還是順服了,主垂聽眾人的祈求,疫情得到控制。慢慢我明白了主的心意,不是華人防疫做的好,乃是主要使用華人起來宣教。全球的教會幾乎停擺了,主卻在台灣打開了宣教的門。感謝主!我有幸參與華宇差會的草創,如今已經差派二批跨文化宣教士出去。    二O二一年情人節,我在講道事奉中,突然前胸貼後背劇烈地疼痛,打入三劑的嗎啡才能勉強做斷層掃描,感謝主!在台大為我預備最好的醫療團隊,為我動心臟剝                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  離的大手術,後來才知居然有多處剝離。在台大住院七十七天,主知道我有願意事奉的心,雖然行走不便,主就讓隔壁床換了六位病患,使我有機會向他們傳福音。如今我已經完全康復了。有主在我的生命裡,就有平安就有盼望,生命氣息全都出於主。我願用此生為主而活。

(中華基督教中央浸信會牧師)